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Monday, February 19, 2007

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 23:44:46 GMT

!! it's so freakin cold... I tried laying under 4 blankets but I was still cold... weird eh?

Friday, February 16, 2007

Fri, 16 Feb 2007 02:39:09 GMT

:)

That's all I have to say these days... Just a simple smile.

p.s. as new years approaches, don't forget your families. :)

Monday, January 01, 2007

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 10:43:35 GMT

2007 is here.

Hope everyone rung in the new year with a little bit of fun and was safe about it.

So, Happy New Year.

I'm glad I got to spend it with that special someone ;p hehe.

Monday, December 25, 2006

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 08:38:01 GMT

Merry Christmas Everyone.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Tue, 19 Dec 2006 00:55:56 GMT

What does the Christmas season mean to you?

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 19:02:19 GMT

Take a look in the mirror... do you see someone worth looking at? Someone you're proud of? What happens when you're horrified by what you see? Terrified at the horrors you see in yourself? What would YOU do?

Let me know what you all think of this... I'm curious what other people think.

Friday, November 10, 2006

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 08:22:17 GMT

I only wish I could be everything you ever wanted and dreamed of the way you are for me... This seems the only way I can make you happy, so while it's the hardest thing I've ever done, at least, for once, it's the right thing. I do care, I saw in your eyes a pain I'd never seen before... This is the only way I know how to stop all the hurt I've caused you. I know you can do everything and anything, never give up. You taught me that, I won't, so live your life the way you taught me to... live a life worth remembering.

I love you more than words could ever describe.
Thankyou.

Forever indebted to you,
Gina

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 21:40:11 GMT

yay for midterms being over! I'm so incredibly relieved... =) however, I'm afraid I'm getting sick soon... I can kinda just feel it in my body ya know? I feel so tired all the time... Last night I went to bed at 11pm and I could barely get up at 8am... I didn't even finish studying for my midterm before I went to bed... Just kinda passed out thinking I'd study when I woke up in the morning, which I did... but I never used to cram for tests like this... Anyways....hmMm So I went to see my career counselor and we went over the results of this career assessment test I took a few months back... and well, turns out I wasn't meant to be a bio major after all... Funny huH? It says I should be something along the lines of a financial manager... haha playing with money... That's exactly what I've been trying not to do... I need to learn to spend less and be a real poor college student. I hate not having money to do whatever the hell you want whether it's from going on a much needed vacation to the jacket you just want because it's so warm and comfy... Then again, it's my fault for not working... I realize nothing can be handed to me on a platter... Life just isn't like that... I guess I gotta work for everything I want...

Man, I need a break... I feel like I've been burnt out beyond all belief... I've been in school for over a year straight now... how do people do summer school every summer and still be sane?? Oh my... On the bright side though, I got my stats midterm back... I did alright, which made me extremely happy haha caesar can attest to that.

Well, I need to start studying Chinese now... I've managed to somehow spend 40 minutes not doing much of anything. Goodbye all.

p.s. I love Chinese music so much... When I think things are just going horribly, I can just sit down, close my eyes... and my heart soars again. I know it sounds totally corny... But it always lifts me up, makes me wanna smile, and things are just okay again no matter what's going wrong.

我愛你, 你知道嗎?

Friday, October 27, 2006

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 15:35:37 GMT

got a midterm in half an hour... slept maybe 4 hrs last night... so tired... =/ i can't wait till today is over... so I can rest for a bit before studying for the mass rush of midterms next week... ugh. yucky. *Sigh* sometimes it feels like there's no point to school... Seems like these days the one thing I was actually good at (school) is just so difficult now... It's not that I can't do the work, I just can't find the motivation to really really care... and yet, I get ticked off that I'm not doing so hot... so i guess I do care..? I think I need something to wake me up... time for rockstar... I think energy drinks taste horrid... I guess that's the price I've gotta pay for some caffiene. I just want to take a year off from everything that I need to do, but I know that's not really feasible. I've got obligations just like everyone else... and mine are to finish college asap and get to workin'. Sounds fantastic huh? Does anyone feel fullfilled by everything they're doing? I feel like my drive to go anywhere in this world has died or somethin... where the hell did it go? My work ethic? gone with the stupid dry santa ana winds... I had all week to study for this stats midterm... I decided till late last night to crack down and study a bit... and even so, I don't know how well i'll do... Even worse, I didn't know two midterms on Monday... another on Tuesday, and yet another on Thursday... Hell, I don't even have it that bad... Someone please remind me what the point of all this is? I guess all of this confusion stems from my not knowing what the heck I wanna do with my life. If I had that kind of direction, maybe I'd find motivation again. Life is a funny thing... indeed it is... we all strive to live, to "succeed" but at the end of the day, what is it all really for? what is all the hard work and effort for? okay then, enough of this, time to get on that shuttle to campus... yay for me =)

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 06:04:41 GMT

I haven't posted anything in a while for lack of time at the computer... but in any case, first off, i'd like to thank everyone who made my birthday special =) Mostly that monkey, Caesar Ho.. you sooooooo tricked me. But anyways i had an amazing birthday, in fact... best yet! =) Secondly, i somehow managed to get myself sick and my throat is burning like no other... poo for me. Anyway, that's all for now.... other than the fact that school sucks... I can'ts eem to find the motivation to work outside of the classroom.... oh well! =)